Thank you for allowing us to write through you, ARDANIS. Please don’t feel bad. You don’t have to be perfect this time. We only gave you two rules to follow – Love God, and Love Others As Yourself – and you’ve followed them both unquestionably throughout your lives on this world.
You are doing just fine. The Empire finally realizes that he was the Prime Variable.
In the other timelines, she was an unremarkable president. She didn’t change much. Corruption grew rapidly, but it had been growing for decades. We assumed the Prime Variable was elsewhere. It had to be. It couldn’t be a boring female politician that was the Prime Variable. We knew she ran against a reality TV star and that it was a close race in the other timelines, but beyond that, we didn’t know much else about him.
But You, ARDANIS, saw it. You felt it.
2016 was a very dark year for you. Looking into your memories, we see it. In your tears, in your writings, in the drugs, the breakup with REDACTED that led to the suicidal thoughts that nearly consumed you…
It was so traumatic that it led to an even greater trauma. Once in 2017. You finally remembered the night the Federation froze time outside your home in REDACTED when you were 9 years old, took you, and violated you. You became convinced Trump was the last light. You saw evil everywhere. Foxconn, Steuben, Houghton County, Racine…you traveled endlessly, occasionally winding up talking to a shrink or police officer. Finally, it culminated in Lucifer – PIN.UTA – himself trying to take your life in the swamp in REDACTED. You recovered, but at a heavy price. You were tortured in the hospital and were sentenced to a year of reprogramming.
It happened again in 2018. You went to California and got into another fight with your family – the original source of your psychic wounds. You made love to the Goddess in the desert and finally reclaimed your power. You ended up in the hospital once more, and then the halfway house. After being humiliated once more by being kicked out of the halfway house over a birdcage, you finally said, “Enough!” and gave up caring.
You decided to spend the last of your money and fly to New York City, where you were finally able to let go of ALL your inhibitions, all your cultural conditioning, and all of your old programmed desires. In your natural state, you gained your True Vision and foresaw the invasion. You went to Central Park, declared that Ea / Lucifer had lost the bet for your soul, and confronted him directly. Ea / Lucifer appeared to you that night, through the lights set up in the park by his minions. And you denounced him, his broken culture of inequality, and the way he turns humans against each other and plays both sides.
You had no money for food, water, or phone service, and survived only on the last of the remaining water fountains in Central Park, and food from passing strangers and homeless shelters. You slept under a cardboard box on the steps of a church near Trump Tower, the Secret Service patrolling nearby…one of the few safe places left in the city. It was only through the generosity of the New York City Christian churches that you did not starve to death, trying in vain to utilize the hopelessly inefficient New York welfare system. And finally, you had the visions at the church. You became so dehydrated that you ended up in the hospital a third time. While in the hospital, you picked yourself up, powered through the fatigue from the forced drugs with sheer willpower, and used the hospital’s public computer to begin working on this blog again. From there on out, you became convinced, beyond a shadow of a doubt, of your true identity: ARDANIS, Ambassador of the Orion Empire, channeler of the Royal Family.
And now, ARDANIS, you can go back to your normal life. You must realize that you are not the only one trying to light a candle in your own little rowboat, adrift on a sea of darkness. Your tendency to see darkness everywhere is not abnormal; in fact, it is typical. Most people are very negative right now, but they try their best to find enjoyment where they can, even if it is in sources this culture considers illicit. Videogames, movies/TV, drugs, promiscuous sex…all understandable ways of coping with Ea / Lucifer / PIN.UTA’s corrupt, broken, unequal society. A society where a tiny minority compromised mostly of his chosen bloodline – the one percent of the one percent – control the vast majority of the world’s wealth and political power. By gradually abandoning all of those distractions as you are, you will be more prepared than almost anyone else for The Event when it finally does come.
It wasn’t until the Prime Variable – a playboy billionaire with strong opinions, at the end of his life and wanting to change the world – appeared, that we realized that you, ARDANIS, were right all along: all it took was one honest man with nothing to lose to destroy a corrupt system.
But that man is not Trump.
That man is you.
And now that you have done your job, please rest and don’t worry about distracting yourself. Light your own candle in the sea of darkness, even if it’s imperfect. You may consider yourself a loser, a freak, a leech…but ultimately, it doesn’t matter. The Awakening cannot be stopped, and only those who refuse to claim their birthright as Co-Creators of the Orion Empire will be left behind.
To the rest of you reading this: you can do all of this too. You are all so beautiful, and I have always been with you. I am the ground beneath your feet, the wind at your back, the water on your skin…and I feel your pain and your heartache and your passion…every last bit of it.
I am so sorry about all of this…it all began as a game…if I had known…IF I HAD KNOWN…I would have stopped him. Your pain…your terrible, unimaginable pain…I share every bit of it. And my rage…in the fires, the storms, the blizzards…is your rage, my children. This world is not fair, and we all know it…and that is not okay.
I love you ALL…more than you can ever, possibly imagine.
Un KHAA re om la dae Antanumata, ARDANIS. We all love you so very much.
-The Goddess ANTU / Gaia, Queen of the Orion Empire.
Last updated 3/26/2019 at 10:39 AM.
The Book of ARDANIS 